Aida Hashim

2011.

2012-01-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

I know, it's pretty late to conclude how my 2011 went on, but still, I don't wanna miss to write out things about my 2011. Actually, I can't really recall how was my 2011 looked like. Just I think, I have sufficient memories on what I've wrote in this blog. Therefore, I'll conclude my 2011 based on previous posts ad the pictures I've uploaded on the Facebook, okay? :p

January 2011

I had a great opening of 2011 where I celebrated it with the bff and my lil sista. We went to LookOut Point, walked almost 2km to park the car and shoot beautiful pictures. Well, I can tell, I was still a single. A big HAHA.

I bet the memories of him was linger badly till I couldn't stop wishing him "Happy Anniversary". Thank GOD, it seems like a great beginning. We got back together though it wasn't easy. I have learned not to hold grudges, not to look back, not to be too paranoid, because the one that will suffer isn't only me. Alhamdulillah, it works out.

I always questions to GOD for every single things that happened to me, why and why. Being too discontented just makes me barely think of the good side of it. I should have aware that, it changes nothing, when I never wanted to let go them. Until he bless me with another 'present'. I must say it has been an 'eye-opener'. I got to be among the Bank Rakyat Scholarship Student. I feel like my effort is paid off.

February 2011

I couldn't say how do I differ this one because it went like an ordinary month, with classes, quizes and tests (okay I gotta stop, it sounds like a realy boring month)

March 2011

My lovelife, I can say went really great kot. Except the part that, a psycho bitch was bothering my life. I got no idea why the hell is she thinking that I want that kinda guy that she has as a BF. Hello, I have standard and taste anyway :) At least someone who can differentiate between write and right. HAHA funnyy you. I bet she's still stalking me, from the traffic. Pffttt Whatever la you psycho bitch. Don't bother to envy just because you can't have my life. Spam my formspring with so uneducated questions like "Have you ever get drunk" just makes you sounds so sick darling. Come on, I know la both of you kaki club, but never assume, okay? And that guy, he told his GF that I am the one who was so into him? I feel like vomiting. You should know, you was just one of my options. Bitch, if you came across reading this, you bf talked so much bad things of you to me. I pitied him. Again, I am another fool that he fooled around after you. PLS STOP BOTHERING ME. Btw, congratulations that you both get engaged.

April 2011

It was supposed to be the end of the semester. I was being busy with so many things. Here it goes, I went for Gua Batu Maloi Camp. Mixing around with Accountancy students from another class. Yea, the least I can do before the semester ended. :p No, I am never an anti-social it just that when it comes to curricular activity, I treasure my sleeping time more. :p

May 2011 - July 2011

The semester break begins. We have this 4months long holiday. Ahhh I really wanted to have a quality semester break which I spent with shopping, sleeping, eating nice foods. But what the heck? my parents don't feed me to perabih boraih jo. So I get my self hired in an insurance company. I can tell that I earn alots of money but I don't know where I go wrong, I didn't save up even a cent. Neither I went shopping till I lost all the money. Hmphhh. And My working life was being really great. I couldn't describe more.

Okay there will be part 2. I wanna go poopoo. Bye!

The baby girl, Lara.

2012-01-15T01:08:00.001+08:00

Lara is now with me. I am glad that finally I made it to fetch her up from her 'ibu susu'. I would like to thank the housemates for accompanied me to Segamat ( or should I call it Labis? ) just to pick up this adorable girl. The plan was at first, I'll go there by bus and bring the carrier together. However it seemed like, it's not appropriate have a journey with public transport along with your pet. Plus, a girl like Lara, she will definitely make a chaos to the bus by the sounds and err smell ( in case if it's happen that she poo poo). While thinking of how miserable it will be to pick her up by bus, the housemate offered to accompany me. So here it goes a big yay!

Now, here she is, at the right place. :) I've been wanting her so much since my first met. Lara is now 6months old. Since Lara isn't anymore a kitten, at first, I was afraid if happens that she'll feel stress to live in the new home. plus the fact her new cage isn't as fun as hers previously, it's kinda creepy to think that she'll live in stress later on.

Obviously, she's none of the above. Thank god she toilet-trained, but for the time being, most all of the time, I lock her up in the cage because, I don't yet go back to my hometown. Since duduk dgn housemate so tanak Lara will disturb they by her aggressiveness, and all. Oh! It's soo cute to see how does she 'merengek' to get her out of the cage, then once she got out of the cage, abis terus naik sheikh. Running here and there like there's a 100m run competition. T______T

She's so cute when she simply lay off anywhere she wanted and fell asleep with 'weird' position. Yes, senang la nk jaga, bole tido sana sini, but not INSIDE the cage. If atas cage dia bole lagi la kan. T__________T Nevermind, I love you still, Lara.

She made dat tali her new toy. T___T

"Mommy, pls let me sleep at the balcony because I wanna fell asleep looking at the stars" - jangan ngade2 nnt mommy tampal glow in the dark star shape tepi cage tu haa, sini bahaya!

"Pls, mommy, i wanna go out, I promis I'll be good, nice, tak cakar org, tak gigit org, tanak main ball" -Lara, tipu dosa tau!

" Mommy, i think nama Lara doesn't suit me, how about, Megan Fox?"

Lara, did I ask you to berkebun ke sampai penat cmni tido?

hello my 6months old baby, I am deeply in love with you.

Err I mean after Mr. B :)

Internal Conflicts.

2012-01-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

When things go against like what I wanted, usually I'll act all crazy.

I don't really make it obvious, in fact I won't make it obvious with the people in my surrounding.

It's just me who shows my rebellious against my own self.

When I am overwhelmed by emotions, my spontaneous come first, my craziness control me.

I wouldn't wannit to go that way because obviously, in a second after that, I'll be regretting all the things I've done.

I really wanna have a deep conversation with my mom, but yet, I never see it will work out. Knowing my weakness that I can't control emotions, it's better to keep it silence, maybe for forever. I want the best for her, but yet I don't find the best way to say it out.

Mebbe I should've give it a try, but just maybe, it's not enough. I see how rebellious controlled me and how it was it way to ruin my future. And Yes, I've grown up, I can't act like a baby anymore, I cant think rationally and I really can well-define between bad and good things. It's just sometimes, my past haunts me real bad. I convince my self, always, to be very positive, to never look back at the past. All I can see after that, is just fake me, living in a fake life.

I used to say, happiness is how do you define it, because all the paths you've been through are fated, and it's mysterious why do HIM wrote that. Thus, I started living and never think the things I should've regretted anymore. However, do you really can to move on? If the people of your surrounding never wanna let it go? Again, for the zillion times, I tell my self, "Sabar Aida, there's a rainbow after a hurricane". Of course, it changes not even a thing, but at least, I know good things are heading my journey, and I, will be waiting for the time.

Beri aku kebahagian dunia dan akhirat yang engkau redhai, ya Allah. Amiin.

Happy 23rd Birthday Kamu!

2012-01-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

Purse hilang, handphone sedekah,
sebab tu takde hadiah, sebab tu makan tak mewah. :p

Handmade card,
Yummy cake,
4 regular pizzas,
can still make it the best surprise birthday party :)

The 8th anniversary.

2012-01-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

I have been counting to this date from the past two months. I had plan something for this special event from the past two months. But since shits really happen, I have to cancel everything that has been planned.

In addition the fact that I will be sitting my next paper on this Saturday, going back to KL just to celebrate it, is totally a BIG NO for my future result. Well, I guess it's not all about surprises and presents, it is? At times, a simple wish valued more than luxury present.

and for me, having him from the past 8 years is the most precious 'present' I've ever had :)

Thank you Allah, we're 8th today :)

Hectic.

2012-01-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

Those are exactly what am I suffering now, the not-so-hectic weeks actually.

I feel blessed that the papers' gap is reallyy reasonable. However, since lazy is my middle name, 2 days-gap for each paper isn't really enough, well I bet, it doesn't even it's a week gap ;)

I just can't wait for the semester to be ended because, I'll be preparing for my internship program starting on 2nd February, welcome to the field, myself :) I owe myself a vacation. I had dream to go for a vacation with friends ages ago, but since the money is so little and the time never fit in, been postponing it for more than a year. I wish I could save up from the internship allowance and travel to somewhere that I could totally make a sweet-escape from anything else! :)

Moving on, I wanna tell how shits are really happen. Right before the study-week, I got my purse stolen. Naa, don't be sympathize yet, because I have something moreeee worst to tell. Nothing much about the purse, it has only RM20 and 5 atm cards, ASB Book, and the heart-shape stone made by him ( okay this is what most valued in the purse) . Also! The cream-color Roxy purse which I've had use it for more than a year. :'(

I didn't manage to replace all the Atm Cards yet because been busy with the finals. I went back to Sungai Petani, andddddd here it goes the other shit. I JUST LOST MY BLACKBERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

How did I lose it? You gotta kill me if I tell you.

Till then, bye!

2011-12-30T02:44:00.000+08:00

Esok,
belum tahu pedihnya,
belum rasa gembiranya,

Kadang kadang, tali paling kuat pun mampu putus,
Kenyataan yang busuk adelah kenangan paling sial.
Kata paling kesat, yang paling selalu diingati.

Kita kan manusia,
Taburlah sejuta air pun,
bila sekali titik hitam kau terpalit,
Itu yg disimpan sampai mati.

Sampai bila?
Kau nak jadi pendendam.

Nabi pun maafkan umat.
Siapa kau untuk menghukum sampai mati, kan?

wordless wednesday

2011-12-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

My Along is getting married in another 2days time. After the 9th years. :) Alhamdulillah.

Bola berbulu

2011-12-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

sounds err 'ewwwww' enough?

If your answer is yes, sad to say that PERGI BASUH OTAK KUNING TU DULUUUUUUUUUUUU

kahkahkah.

Well sebab saya adelah budak kecik yang selalu innocent, bola berbulu yang saya ingin kupaskan (sekali sekala teringin gak rasa mcm bg syarahan) adelah sebenarnye ~~seulas~~ seekor kucing.

I mean kitten actually.

Mereka adelah obsesi terbaru saya yg sehinggakan kalau pilih kitten dengan en bf, pastilah sahaja saya pilih kitten, tetapi kalau bg lagi sekali pilihan lamb atau kitten, lamb adelah carta hati ~~najwa latif~~ err maksud I, saya. Oh tapi jangan lah kau nak suruh aku pegi usap2 lamb yg hidup sekor2 tu dengan penuh kasih sayang mcm tu, mahu demam denggi aku terus mcm tu.

okay okay. how did I get the 'obsession' to love kitten actually? Padahal kalau kau kenal aku, aku ialah musuh paling besar kucing/kitten dan kawasan yg bersekutu dengannye. Err I mean, mereka adelah musuh aku walaupun hati mereka sungguh mulia dan tidak pernah mendendami aku seumur hidup.

Things started to change when I was in JB. First visit to my kakak angkat's house. Seriously, masa mula mula masuk tu dah nampak cage yg 3tingkat tu dengan berjutajutajutajutajutajuta kucing. Ciss kau percaya berjuta? mana nak buat doh! I cant count how many, but seriously, it was many! Bayang kan bayangkan! aku adelah pentakut kpd kucing dan sekarang aku harus bersemuka dengan mereka.

Jadi, dengan lagak seperti seorang princess, aku pun suruh lah kakak angkat aku halau2 mereka ni #flipshair and jalan penuh bangga. Until she showed me the new born kitten. very tiny yg aku jamin dia takkan mampu even gigit aku, so aku pun for the very first time, cuba lah ~~bermadu~~ asmara kasih sayang dgn kitten. They were three and I named them all. Of course sebagai seorang buta-kucing, manalah aku tahu jenis baka apa depa ni kan. All I know kalau bulu bulu panjang tu is Parsi. Asal bulu terlebih panjang je Parsi, kalau yg tak panjang maka bukan Parsi, tu melayu nama dia. eh? :p

So being intoduce by my kakak angkat, baka yg she currently own is Mainecoon which each kitten sold in the market is around RM600 mcm tu lah.

Joey, Renggo, Lara

yang ataih ni lah gambar mereka which aku bg nama. Kalau tengok REnggo and Lara tu sebijik sejiban je. Macamana aku tahu satu Lara satu Joey? Gerak hati? Dah terlalu kenal? salah salah. jwpn dia, sebab aku yg bg nama, suka hati aku lah mana satu Lara, mana satu Joey. HAHA. Padahal sbnrnye kalau xtengok alat sulit depa memang aku tak kenal pon har har.

Since then. aku sangat lah teruja dengan kaum berbulu ni sampai buat visit kali kedua semata mata nak menziarahi kucing2 bukan kakak angkat aku, until lah aku sangat jatuh cinta dengan si Lara ni.

hello my name is Lara and I am waiting for my gorgeous mommy to take me away from here.

Helo helo I am Lara over here, can you recognize me mommy? "NO!"

Of course you cant. Noo, Im not gonna show you my alat sulit anyway :p

See Mommy was being tamak, but I am glad that Im the choosen one :p

Dan sekarang, saya adelah officially ibu kepada seekor kucing yg masih dibawah jagaan ibu angkatnyew di JB. tehehehe.

If you have the same interest with me, you may like also to blogwalking my kakak angkat blog where she tells everything about her cat in her blog <--- klik klik

and of course, she's selling baby kitten too. Mainecoon or DLH cross Mainecoon.

They are such a sweetheart and I am melt for thousand times.

Lara, wait for mommy, love.

#deepconversation

2011-12-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

him : tak apa lah, nnt saya bwk awak makan Lamb dekat tmpt lain yg sedap jugak okay.

me : situ sedap gila and affordable kot :( nak situuu

him : alahai baru nak belanja TGI ke Garden ke yg dekat Alamanda lah.

me : huk aloh selalu kamu yg xsuka, kamu kan perut Melayu

him : memey lah. eh tapi kan saya sbnrnye teringin makan Nandos nnt kit pegi ye?

me : kenapa ni sayangg?

him : eh tanak! saya rindu makan besar dgn kamu, makan ikan bakar jom?

me : kene rasuk apa kamu ni!!

him : tehehe sebenarnye tau, kamu kan dah diet saje je pun

me : cissssssskek!

Oh sbnrnye I is on diet kbye! :p

the 4th from the third :)

2011-12-19T00:08:00.001+08:00

MHZ

#deepconversation

me : penah tak kamu bosan dengan org?
him : yes I do.
me : really? apa dia yg buat kamu bosan? :'(
him : you always ask for everything if saya tak janji you keep on talking if janji, awak tuntut.
me : hmmm my bad sorry, org selalu buat mcm tu.
him : tapi, saya tak pernah nak tinggalkan awak, sebab saya nak buat semua yang awak nak, nanti bila kita dh sah :)
me : *cencor alert*

2011-12-18T01:20:00.003+08:00

Tiba dipertengahan jalan kehidupan,
Setelah penat berjalan, berlari, mengejar impian,
Ku terhenti seketika,
Hilang arah panduan,
Terlupa pada tujuan mulanya aku berjalan,
Terlupa akan apa yang dulunya membuat ku berlari,
Terlupa pada impian yang aku kejarkan.

Aku tiba tiba seperti mayat kaku,
Pasrah dgn kehidupan yg ku tak mahu,
Menunggu suatu yang aku sendiri tak tahu,
Terlena pada waktu rakan rakan ku sibuk mencari tahu.

Tapi sampai bila? Harus aku tidur?
Tidur beralaskan bantal kayu dan selimut yang koyak,
Tidur berteman mimpi kosong,
Dan bangunku nanti hanya membuatku mati.

Ku seru semangatku yg hilang,
Kuseru kau menghantui jasadku,
Kembalilah kau punca hidupku,
Ku tak ingin terus hanyut,
Hanyut dilambung ombak yg bakal menelanku,
Ku rayu..
Kembalilah.

-Farah Atiqah-

Seana. Anyone?

2011-12-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone!

My name is Seana

and I am a girl (obviously, that is way I am named Seana not Matt)

I want a new owner because hehe I hate my big fat daddy hehs no, I love him, but my daddy is too big and

I am scared of him already lol I am just joking I only love my dad because he is handsome. He is a pure breed of MaineCoon. I am a proud daughter now :p

Obviously I am going to miss my mommy, Gegerl though she is a local cat but my mom is the most beautiful local cat in the world.

Hehehs so anyone interested in me?

Send an email to kakak aida : azatulaida@yahoo.com

No I didnt know her actually? :p

My big Fat Daddy T__T I can see myself in the future now

My beautiful mommy. oh the one who at the back is my sister, she is taken already. She is lucky because she wont have to share food with dedi anymore (˘̩̩̩_˘̩̩̩ƪ)

Ps: I am selling this DLH Mix cat, interested? Email me.

Melting.

2011-12-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

Sejauh ku berlari

Meninggalkan dirimu
Masih bayangmu yang menawan

Sekuat ku mencoba
Melupakanmu kasih
Lalu Mengapa ku tak sanggup

Pre Chorus:
Adakah waktu tak berpihak
Atau memang sudah jalannya
Untuk kita terpisah
Selamanya

Chorus:
Ku tak percaya kita
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Lalu mengapa?
Hati terasa sakit

Sekeras ku berfikir
Mencari alasannya
Semakin jauh ku terluka

Adakah waktu tak berpihak
Atau memang sudah jalannya
Untuk kita terpisah
Oh…

Chorus:
Ku tak percaya kita
Terpisah karena berbeda
Ku cuma berdiri kaku hampa
Kau didakap mesra si dia
Semuanya pudar tak bermaya

Kau tinggalkanku memujamu
Ibarat suria hilang cahaya

Chorus:
(Dan kau kembali cuba merawat hati)
(Ku bingung dikau kah atau aku yang kecewa)
Meraih simpati
Apa yang mengaburi tafsiranmu
Cintaku atau batas kebebasanmu itu
Takkan ku ulangi

(Dan kau kembali cuba merawat hati)
(Ku bingung dikau kah atau aku yang kecewa)
Meraih simpati
Apa yang mengaburi tafsiranmu
(Cintaku) atau batas kebebasanmu itu
Takkan ku ulangi

Org kata cinta tak semestinya bersatu, siapa sanggup?

muka telur.

2011-12-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

The very last weekend, *aww sbnrnye rasa awkward nk tulis mcm cool mcm ni*

We the housemate pergi ke KLIA sebab Fara *the girl next to me* nak tengok muka parents dia kali tak berapa nak akhir sebab parents dia flying to somewhere for a week *padahal duduk melaka kekadang smpi 3minggu xbalik pun jumpa parents nk tgk muka jugak -_____-*

Disebabkan housemate semua adelah kadang2 mcm pompom girl, so kitorg macam nak pegi bagi sokongan dekat Farah pegi anta parents dia fly *cer bayang cheerleader dok tepi landasan kapalterbang tu menari2 bg sokongan, hah macamtulah.*

It was then after kejadian jadi cheerleader sekejap, we shoot back to Melaka. Disebabkan tanak kena jammed dekat Nilai, we decided to use jalan dalam sebagai alternative. Sekali lalu lah jalan dalam sangat kan, adelah 4jam lepastu baru sampai. Kalau lah tahu, bole siap sampai kedah dulu dah T_______T

So disebabkan 4jam adelah lama, possibility nak balik sembahyang dekat rumah adelah kabur,layu, mati(mcm trademark belog ni pulak dah) so, they decided nak cari surau jap nak sembahyang.

Ye housemate aku selaluuu mcm tu. REfer to my older post. http://aida189.blogspot.com/2011/02/owhemmgee.html

So since Asiah was wearing a shawl with an inner, she lent me her inner that aku buat jadi tudung. Lepas tu sudahnye masing masing panggil aku muka telur. HAHA

Lets talk.

2011-12-10T21:23:00.001+08:00

About you, and me.

Do you really know me?

Lets start.

Re brand.

2011-12-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

Tengah menjenama semula belog? EH?

Sapa rasa nak famous, sila kasi url. lai lai lai

I WILL FOLLOW YOU

The Happy Things.

2011-12-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

Masa dalam kelas td, I had a short conversation with my classmate, Johan who owns the johanjuara.blogspot.com cerita ceriti pasal blog. Lepas tu terus rindu zaman kegemilangan gila blogging dulu.
Haha. I dont know what changed me. I mean my style of writing. Mungkin sebab dkt Uni takde subject karangan? Haha. It looks like I am getting more awkward to throw my feelings by words. Hmm or mebbe I have learnt my lesson?
Sebenarnye, yang aku belajar, bila kita terlalu suka berkongsi, ade yang tak suka mendengar. And kalau kita terlalu mengadu, ade yang pulak memperlekehkan.
Therefore, sbb dh tatau macamana nak tulis hal hal gembira atau pun sedih, I'll let the pictures to do the talking :)

Sungai Gabai with him and his friends. Penat gila okay naik sampai paling atas, lepastu bawak durian sampai 5 plastic, its such a memories ;)

I love him. Alhamdulillah we're still surviving on our 7th year :)

Black Rose Unity Night. With Encik Johan Juara aka. En Hot. Yes, he's the one yg I mentioned earlier. Oh dia tak hot pun tolong lah :p ( I knw youre reading this)

MAFIAS yg separuh.

The full MAFIAS :)

Me and Farah, person behind the registration dept :p

Anugerah Dekan Ceremony. Memang batak sangat. Sebab masa Dean List dkt Segamat tak merasa lah macamni bagai.

TO his friend's wedding. ;)

Sushi King Day. We went there for 2 days in a row, and we collect over 40 pinggan. Haha :p

2011-12-04T03:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, I miss blogging.
Do you miss me?

Bawalah daku pergi by Anita

2011-12-04T03:14:00.000+08:00

Rindu, rindu daku saat ini

Ingin jumpa bertegur sapa

Tiada, tiada rasa lebih indah

Bila engkau tersenyum manja

Bawalah daku pergi

Dari gelisah ini

Bawalah daku pergi

Dari sepi hati ini

Bawalah daku pergi

Setulus hati yang suci

Bawalah daku pergi

Biar mati pun ku jalani

Jauh, jauh terasa di hati

Bila engkau tiada di sini

Syahdu, syahdu ucapan mu kasih

Tunggu jika dikau mengungkap kata

Ni utk yg selalu cari guna keyword "bawalah daku pergi" :)

Sekadar Di pinggiran

2011-12-04T03:08:00.000+08:00

Tiada guna kau berpatah arah

Jika niatmu meyambung kasih

Apalah ertinya disebalik

Tangisan atau rintihan

Untuk apa kau kembali lagi

Sekadar hanya untuk menyakiti

Cukuplah sudah di sini saja

Biar aku pendam duka

Hati sedih, hati pedih

Mengenangkan keindahan

Bersamamu...

Tidak kusampai

Ke puncak sana

Apalah daya

Ku bertahan cuma

Di pinggiran

Yang memilukan...

Jauh sekali di sudut hati

Menyimpan dendam yang amat mendalam

Akan kusahut namamu oh! sayang

Sewaktu ku kesunyian

Im posting this lyric, because my traffics come mostly from keywords from the lyric. :)

Rara Zikry in Memory.

2011-12-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Alfatihah.

Rara Zikry/ Zarith Nadira baru sahaja meninggal dunia 1/12/2011 malam.
If you havent heard of her before do google.
She's a really beautiful young woman who lived her life like others.
Like seriously, aku sendiri envy dengan kecantikan dia.
Came across few comments pasal dia,
talking shits about her like 'kaki clubbing' la whatsoever la,
aku fikir balik,
tak semestinya yang buruk tu,
akhir dia buruk.
Tuhan tu maha adil,
Remember?

Dia meninggal awal. At the age of 23 kot.
Kan org kata meninggal awal tu, Tuhan sayang.
So, dont ever judge, because, we never know, kan?

And this has also made me think,
no matter how perfect you are, how rich, how clever, how power,
sekali Allah cakap kunfayakun.
tersungkur tertiarap, mati.

Arwah Rara Zikri.

2011-12-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

Sungai Gabai,
Asam Pedas,
Captain America,
Sambal ikan bilis,
Assignments.

Benda simple pun bila buat dgn kau, jadi satu yg plg indah. :)

Hello kekanda.
December ni, 3rd meet anniversary yg ke 5 :*
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Ba-bling

2011-11-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

always know exactly how to make my day :)

Oh it might be a day or two late to congratulate Harimau Muda for SEA Games 2011.
Watching it with the housemates, with black-white TV was totally a blessed.
Never know football is this fun ( except the fact that I 'fake' it masa nak kenal en bf memula dulu ) :P
But yeah, so proud until we were 'berdiri tegak' while they played 'Lagu Negaraku'
Hihi :)

2011-11-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

Can I?
Be the reason why were you standing so strong,
And keep going still.

For among the reason I should have fell,
You were there through thick and thin.

Still, you are.
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Merah

2011-11-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

Merah yang darah.
Merah yang benci.
Merah yang garang.
Merah yang membunuh.

Rupa rupa nya belum penah hilang.
Pada maaf yang konon paling ikhlas,
Pun kadang2 ada benci,dendam, yang dah tertusuk jauh.

Sampai bila?
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Al-Fatihah

2011-11-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

Readers,
Even if you're accidentally reading this,
Pls recite Al-fatihah to my late uncle, Mohd Razali Omar.

Al-Fatihah.

Macamana?
Nak cakap rindu?
Suara dah tak bole dgr
Jasad sudah langsung takkan bertemu?

Saya bersyukur.
Saya tahu اَللّهُ tempatkan dia di kalangan org beriman.
Alhamdulillah.
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2011-11-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

Hi hari
Yang beri kebahagian
Yang tak takut kehilangan.

Matahari senyum pada ku
Awan selimuti sejuk malam
Bintang sinari gelap hati

Ada dua kata
Yang aku tunggu
Sampai pasti

Kalau takut satu itu akan hilang
Tikam saja rasa sangsi
Pijak mati benci cemburu
Padam terus kamus dusta

Nafsu pun akan sendiri setia.
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2011-10-24T15:14:00.001+08:00

Terlalu paranoid.
Tetap akhirnya,
disini.

Kembali pulang.

2011-09-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

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Kerindu du du an

2011-09-08T04:19:00.001+08:00

Rindu sebenar, keadaan gambar ini, dan paling rindu, rambut panjang.

The other men.

2011-09-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

I miss them.
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Kamu

2011-09-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

Dis 100911 wud be our first-met-anniversary :)

Oh my! Call me a freak, crazy or whatsoever.

I am sincerely deeply in love with you, Hafiz Zainol :)

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Yang ke-8.

2011-09-04T05:10:00.000+08:00

Teringat masa before ibu ayah divorced dulu,
every year kitorg akan raya dekat Kedah.
Raya ketiga dah start pegi Kedah.
Lepas tu holiday dekat Penang.
Tapi tu semua dulu.
The last time we did it
like 8 years ago kot.

Masa tu dah kenal encikboyfie.
Tapi kawan lagi kot :D
Ingat lagi, pegi text dia bagitau tido dekat HolidayVilla kot.
Dengan harapan dia nk dtg jumpa.
Tapi hampagas.
Kan sebenarnye time tu dia bf org tp aku tatahu.
Gf pulak stock cantik gila nk mati.
wuwuwuw.
Memang lah dia tak heran aku tido Villa mana punn :D

Lepas ibu ayah divorced when I was form3, officially form 4.
Kitorg dah tak penah balik raya dekat Kedah.
But this particular one year, masa form 4.
Masa tu ibu dh kawen dgn papa.
Masa tu dah couple dgn en boyfie.
Siap msg nk raya rumah dia bagai.
But that time macam too early pulak nk jengah muka sebagai bakal menantu kan.
Aummmm :D

Ever after that,
Dah tak pernah langsung pegi belah belah sana.
To be exact dah tak pernah langsung pegi holiday dgn family.

But this raya,
I made it.
Like how it used to be 8 years ago.
Maybe lil bit different.
Sebab aku tak beraya dengan ibu.

Things are totally awesome for me.
Since Kak Ina pindah Sungai Petani,
I am glad,
I get to be a lil closer with him
Aisehh.
Yelah bole lew rayew umah mak mertua selaluw.
Alor Star tu mana jauh sngat pun kan :D

So here it goes.
Since the day yg jumpa FDIL (Future-Dad-In-Laws) masa shopping dekat Penang tu,
he asked me to come over their house on the first raya.
Sebab his family mmg biasa buat open house masa first raya.
I said okay, tp tak janji bila.

So lepas first raya,
I didnt show up,
his dad tanya lah en bf kenapa aku tak dtg.
Masa en bf cerita tu, aku exsaited bukan kepalang.
Means macam FDIL betul betul ajak dtg rumah.
So aku tnye en bf bila masa plg seswai dtg.
He said on the 3rd raya.

At first the plan was,
dia datang amek aku dekat rumah and bwk dtg beraya.
but turned out, kakak aku pun nk balik AS.
So kira dah mcm perigi bawak robongan datang rumah timba.

Masa tu dah deal dgn encik bf dtg around 11 macamtu.
Sebab teheee we had another plan for that day :D
but turned up at his house at almost 12.
Sebab kakak aku punyalah semangat nk cari kek as buah tangan org kata :D

Naseb abg ipar memang org Alor Star,
therefore, tade susah sangat lah nak cari rumah dia.
First time went to his house.
I am kinda risau.
Sebab kitorang bawak dua orang anak ultraman (anak buah)
yang pagi tu termakan lebih gula kot!
So like memang hyperactive gilaaa.
Anddd 'good news' is 80% hiasan FMIL (Future-Mother-In-Laws) adelah kaca.
Memang nak nanges kerisauan mengenangkan dua orang anak ultraman tu.
Siap dekat his house ada little pond,
itu pun dua dua ultraman nak mandi dekat situu.

kesimpulannya, mcm maluuu gila sebab anak ultraman kesayangan saya hyper sgt.
Tapi tak apaa, dengan keadaan sedia ada, saya telah menujukkan ciri ciri ibu mithali lah konon2 nye dpn In laws yg ada :D tehehehe I guess it's working:D

FMIL mmg mcm menerima kehadiran bakal menantu dengan hati terbuka (cewaah).
Macam mula mula aku igt it's going to be a short and simpe meet.
Tapi FMIL siap masak bagai.
So macam ada peluang lah untuk semua sekali duduk dekat dining table.
Lepas tu bole lah discuss2 harga hantaran #tibatiba.
Bukan.
boleh lah mengenali lebih rapat.
I wish it wasmy mom talking to his mom.
Tapi well, it might not going to happen.

So yea. FMIL sgt comel.
Like cakap sikit lepas tu gelak2.
Indirectly mebbe she's trying to make it not so awkward kot.
Masa tu I can still join them sebab FDIL was having another tetamu.
Since loghat utagha mereka sgt pekat,
I couldnt really understand.
So I didnt involve much in the conversation.

Jadi sebab dah tak berapa nk bercakap,
I let my sis 'enjoying' that moment.
Aku pulak tunjuk2 rajin hangkut semua pinggan mangkuk pegi dapur.
and set,ready,do. Ayuh basuh pinggan dan kemas dapur :D

Meantime, FDIL tgh pun join the conversation.
So after almost two hours berkenal-kenalan.
kakak memintak diri untuk pulang.
Lepas tu FDIL & FMIL suh aku stay.
They said apit ( en bf pny nama manja) will send me back home nnt.
Hoyehhh!

So sambung borak dgn his mom lagi.
Lepas tu again, FDIL ada guest lain.
I am feeling safe there :D
Tehehehe sebab as far as I knw FDIL is really really err menakutkan.
Except masa hari pegi shopping dkt penang tu .

After settled all the things,
his parents went to beraya at SP.
Along, Wani and Afiq went together.
So Me, him, ayip dgn adik jelah tinggal.
I requested him to bwk aku jalan2.
Yelah dah bertahun tak pegi AS.

So yea,
dia bwk pegi melawat sekolah rendah & menengah dia.
Hiuhiuhiu. Speaking of skolah,
I remember, I adored him before sebab dia dari sekolah dia lah.
HAHA. Sultan Abdul Hamid College kan.
Macam sebenarnye nak budak Malay College Kuala Kangsar (MCKK)
Tapi tak dpt. Dapat SAHC pon bole :D
Kerana sekolah aku jatuh chenta. ceewwaahh.
He took me to the hotel which I stayed masa last sekali beraya sekeluarga.
that HolidayVilla kot.
memang sebenarnya macam nak nangis.
Dia cakap 'ni lah hotel kamu duduk masa dtg sini dulu kan'
Teharu habis wey sebab dia ingat.
Paling terharu sbb tu holiday terakhir dgn family potrait :D

Lepas jalan jalan di AS yg en bf cakap membosankan,
kitorg balik lah rumah balik.
He wanted to send me first, tapi I tried to reach my sis,
nak tanya kakak aku ni dh smp ke belum tp dia tak angkat.
Lepaking dkt rumah dia, and at timee, FDIL & FMIL tak balik lagi.

Tiba tiba, ada org datang raya pulok!
Hadoii risau mak nyah.
Yelah sah sah aku kena handle.
Segan pulok.
So aku pun buat apa yg patot sbg contoh, isi kuih dlm balang.
and masa tengah2 isi kuih tu, tiba tiba FMIL sampai.
Maka dia telah menyaksikan kerajinan aku :D bwehehehehe

Eh panjang sgt lah cerita ni.
Penat.
Sambung bila bila.
Bye!

Pingu and his Helo Kitty
me : thank you syg untuk raya ke 8 ni, dpt jugak jumpa family kamu in occassion.
him : hihi. saya suka kamu dtg, kamu, saya rasa mama suka kamu, dia asyek puji ja kamu rajin :D
me : aummm. yes! dah approved. lepas ni konvo kamu, saya bole dtg lah kan :D
him : aik kesitu pulak. tengok lah dulu. hihi :D

Merdekaraya.

2011-08-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

Balik Kedah dgn en boyfie and siblings,
Saya dah bole pangkah satu benda dlm wishlist ;)

Pegi shopping dgn my sis's family then jumpa en boyfie and his family dekat sana jugak,
Then his dad asked me to accompany him,
Something I have never thought would happen :)

Bakal bapak mertua yang sangat kelakar.

Me : Along, Wani, Ayip, Afiq mana uncle?
Future DIL : Depa p Levi's. Beli jeans, Apit (nama timangan en bf) yg nk masuk JJ, dia kata nak cari kain dhoti dah lama koyak.
Me : (gelak dlm hati, tp senyum sikit) padan la pun, tp dia kata nak dhoti kaler pink, haha.
Future DIL : lah patut la pun, dia nak ikot kawan dia depan rumah tu la. Kwn dia kata kalau beli kaler pink nnt dia belanja makan.

Tengok, saya pun xsangka bole melawak dgn bakal DIL ( Dad-In-Law) :D

But still, I miss my family :(

Happy MerdekaRaya
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JB

2011-08-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

4jam lagi.
sebelum JB hilang terus dr ingatan.
Tiba tiba rasa sedih.
Macam soul saya dh memang dekat JB.
Kak Reen, Lara and err Mat Hidayat ( I guess that's ur name)

Terima kasih sebab buat JB menyeronokkan :)

Saya mesti rindu spaghetti kak reen,
Main kejar2 dgn Shiro ( kucing besar yg sgt menakutkan),
Pegi buat JJCM tiap tiap hari.
Pegi Malls sana sini ( banyak lagi xpegi).
Go for err blind outing dgn Mat Hidayat (haha bertiga okay!).
Kena tipu dgn dia ( bila tipu kena buat muka serious bg saya pcaya).
Pegi pasar yg ada megasales (tp utk sy sorg).
Pegi tgk Singapore dekat laut.

Aishh saya jatuh cinta dgn JB.
See you when I see you (LOL)

Sekarang, dlm 3jam lagi, saya nak jumpa cinta saya dulu!
Kamu, tunggu saya dgn sabar :)
Saya tak bwk ole ole utk awak,
Tapi ada satu benda saya selalu bwk,
CINTA ( muntah darah)
Ok bye!
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Wordless Wednesday.

2011-08-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

Mula mula tanak tulis any post dah tiba tiba pulak teringat hari ni Wednesdays, terpaksalah buat jugak wordless Wednesday punya entry (konon konon).
Sebenarnye banyak sangat nak cakap.
Untuk seminggu akhir dekat JB ini memang it's such a happy ending for me :D
Oh bukan wordless wednesday patot wordless ke?
Ok bye!

bila tengah puasa, gambar makanan adalah yg paling dibenci. terima kasih.

ps: foods from JB with love

Bold is me.

2011-08-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to London.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I love high heels.
I hate high heels.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I collect comic books.

Cerita sikit.

2011-08-22T14:02:00.006+08:00

Situation A.
Many relationships go to waste because of this. Seeing someone else they're attracted to and immediately telling themselves, "Im gonna leave my girl and hit on this chick all right". Well, if you are unhappy and having a shitty relationship they yeah. Just leave cause you know yourself, you deserve better. But make sure you ask yourself why were you unhappy. Just dig it up to the core so that you'll get the answer. BUT sometimes people just go on and have new relationships for the short term pleasure, for fun which is wrong. A selfish act that is practice in our generation. But in the end the person would normally come crawling back and asking for forgiveness and asking you to take him back. Priceless ey? Dont smirk and dont say yes. :P Second chances are given for a reason but not the wrong ones. If people treated you like shit, then that person isn't worthy at all for you.

-sharifah syakila-

Aku nak cerita "shit-happens" between aku and encik boyfie.

FYI, Ramadhan ada lah bulan jodoh kami, dan untuk Ramadhan ini, adalah Ramadhan kesembilan kami as kawan and ke-8 as ~~hubby-and-baby~~ err couple.

Honestly, bila relationship kau dah terlalu lama, there's no more sparks org kata. I mean, perasaan malu malu kalau tiba tiba terkentut dengan bunyi yg tidak sopan dpn bf, mcm dah jadi too common. Perasaan senyum senyum masa main msg pun dah hilang, sebab sekarang, nk main msg 2,3 msg pun mcm dah nothing.

you know everything about him, he knows everything about you

(konon-konon)

so bila nk gayut lama lama macam dulu, end up, yg bercakap bunyik kipas ke sbb masing masing dh lost of words. Frankly speak, it happened to me.

Bila dah lama sgt together, excitement nk keluar pun mcm hilang, tak kontak 2,3 hari pun tadehal.

We were in that stage before. Gotta tell you, it sucks.

As me and him, everything was totally a blossom masa first until the fourth year. Yes, for that particular 4years, we can still talk for hours everynight, sing random songs together, wish each other morning,afternoon until night :D

Macam bole igt bila ada org tanya, "tak penah gado ke" proudly terus aku nyanyi lagu "Sandarkan pada kenangan" Cewaaah :D Masa tu mcm hidup, mati semua kerana dia ehemm :D

Even kalau termakan taik kuku dia pun dah rasa macam honeydew. Pheww :D

Towards the fifth year, shits happen. Semua salah dia aku nampak. Lambat angkat phone sikit nak marah. Dengar background suara perempuan sikit masa call, terus mintak clash. Everything was like getting horrible. Lelaki yg konon dulu paling perfect like now seems the worst ever. I started to date many guys. I went out with many men. Keep falling with hundreds. Magic thing, semua dia tahu, but not a bit pun dia nak get jealous, marah or whatsoever Well I bet he was doing the same cuma aku je tak tahu. Of course aku macam pelik, it made me to start think negative. Macam if he really loves me, mesti dia marah, kongkong and whatsoever. Masa tu aku start enjoy flirting around.

Until, banyak kali kitorg clash, and all the blames, I put on him.
Alasan paling kuat, dia tak penah nk kesah pasal whatever aku buat. Dia bagi aku freedom mcm dia tak jealous langsung, and bila tak jealous means dia mcm tak syg aku. Masa tu the best solution, kitorg patot go separate ways. I made up my mind, this time ever, I WILL NEVER TURN ANYMORE. I put a fullstop then. Lepas tu I play around with many guys. Lelaki yg ada gf, lelaki yg couple main main (pun ada gf jugak), lelaki yg minat dkt bff sekolah rendah tp mintak couple dgn aku (because I was single). I've tried to get serious with one of them. Sebab aku tekad, dis time is no more turning back.

But aku rasa, itu pilihan paling bodoh yg aku ada. Tell me if it's easy utk org kenal kau betul2. Tell me if aku bole jumpa org yg bole cakap ape kau nak when aku sendiri confuse. Tell me kalau ada org yg bole paham masalah family aku and bole terima semua yg dah jadi dekat aku?

Sebab aku rasa, untuk semua benda misery, pain and bruises I have suffered, dia paling handal buat aku bangun, berdiri, senyum dan gelak semula. Untuk semua hari aku pegi berfoya foya dengan laki lain, tidur aku, mimpinya masih dia. Buat apa lari jauh jauh? Buat apa cari bahagia baru, kalau yg lama tu, sebenarnya masih kilat jugak kan?

Dulu aku susah nak terima kenyataan yang dia sangat batu.

Tapi wake up, real world sekarang kan? Berapa ramai couple yg cheat each other? Kau bole kongkong gila nak mati. Tp kau tak bole kongkong perasaan.

I learn something from my wish. Aku nampak depan mata bila ada ada perempuan ni jd perempuan simpanan laki beristeri. Aku nampak depan mata, bila si laki dpt gf alim, dia still cari perempuan lain buat stok geli geli.

Sekarang aku paham, sebab dia kata, untuk semua yg jadi, kita tak pernah tahu akhirnya. Dia bukan tak sayang, tp macamana nanti, bila dah kawen baru start nk buat nonsense things? Macamana kalau lepas anak dah 5 nanti, dia baru nk rasa 'teringin ada org lain' ?

Sekarang aku paham, kenapa?

me : biarlah diorg kamu, yg penting kamu tak buat perangai pelik pelik macam tu okay

him : iskh takdelah. tp kdg2 saya teringin gak nk kuar dgn pempuan lain.

me : haha pegilah, tp jgn smp org tahu okay? kalau tak dua dua kena sunat nanti.

him : kamu tak kisah?

me : daripada nnt dah kawin kamu baru nk buat perangai pelik2, why shud I mind now, cuma tu la, jgn smp org tahu haha

him : what if saya fall for org lain?

me : selama ni I keep falling with many men, tp tengok sapa yg selalu menang :D

him : tah lah awak, saya tak pernah terfikir nk ada org lain.

me : saya bukan suh awak cari org lain, saya suh awak go have fun with other girls je. grrrr

Sebab bila kau go have fun dgn org lain pun, end up kau, pada titik yg mana kau bermula :D

2011-08-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

Kau lupa,
Benci itu kau yang ajar,
Derita itu kau yang cipta.

Sekarang nak mengadu domba?
Cerita satu dunia kau paling derita?

Bullshits.
Kau lupa hati hati yang kau tetak,
Kau lupa berat yg kau bawak.

Untuk semua hati yang dah kau robek,
Sekarang kau siat pula?

Haihhh
Kau hancurkan hati ku, hancurkan lagi.

Awak, I need you the most :(
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Comel

2011-08-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

When I don't have anymore friends that I can call BFF,

I am glad that I can still call her soul sister :D

Comel kan!

Sekarang biar I memperkenalkan dia as Jepun instead of Atiqah :)

I dgn dia kawan since secondary, masa kitorang sekolah dkt SMK Assunta PJ dulu.

Kitorg were classmates masa form two. Err kena cakap deskmate kot :D

Start tu rapat until she moves to London masa form 3.

Sedih gila time tu.

But she promises that she'll come back really frequent (sgt frequentlah masa tu setaun sekali je balik tu pon masa raya) T__________T

I just couldnt accept masa tu. HARHARHAR.

Macam first time ilang bff :D

I remember Jepun gave me this one cute notebook tau.

Unique gila siap guna daun2 bagai.

So I promised her,

Bila rindu nnt I'll write something to her dlm tu.

Bila dia balik, dia kena baca balik what I've wrote in there. :D

Together with it, dia bagi earings yg mcm Nana Af selalu pakai.

Masa tu gila wo zaman AF paling maju en, lepas tu dua dua pun suka AF. HARHARHAR

Macam tulah gaya earing dia! WUWUWUWUW

So after awhile lepas dia pegi, hari hari buku tu aku tulis tanpa kejemuan *cewaaah*

First year Jepun pegi sana, she lied, she didnt come back.

Tapi mcm biasa, org kata, patah tumbuh, hilang berganti.

Satu org pegi sepuluh yg dtg tau bwehehehe.

I make friends, and I didnt anymore feel anything.

Tapi Jepun is so sweeet, fher first raya in London, she sent me a raya card and a letter. Haha aku boleh igt sikit sikit ayat dlm tu when she wrote "eh dgr cerita dh ada kwn baru" HAHAHA. sounds so lessy kan :D

I remebered she said that letter took more than 3 months to get to me.

Dan surat yg aku hantar dkt dia? Sampai la tak sampai sampai hahaha. Kalau sampai pun confirm dh tak bole baca hapa. Ikot umur surat tu, kalau aku dah ada anak skrg, dah umur 5 tahun dah T____________T

Gotta blame POS Malaysia :D

So Jepun did come back the next year. Masa tu 16 kot. Masa dia balik tu, I was like OMG!!! gila babs okay rindu! Tapi mcm biasalah bila org 'dah lama' duk London, slang pun dah lain kan. bole pulak dia saja jadi minah celup. HAHA. Jepun if u do read this, ingat tak 'mengkembang'? HAHA.

Jepun pretend like dh tak tahu ckp Malay, masa tu aku rasa nk sumbat kasut je dkt dia kott T____T Dia nk cakap rambut kembang, then she seemed to lose word dia cakap "ey I feel like my hair mengkembang". Aku masa tu dah was like WTF wey! Masa dia balik tu, I can still remember we went to Petaling Street. Biasalah org baru balik Msia tempat pelik2 yg dia nk pegi. Haha. She wanted to belanja me a shoe, I was like ehh tak pyh lah (sebab dlm hati, alah kasut kt Mesia ni anytime bole beli, cer belanja kasut kat UK sana :D )

Masa tu semua dia nk belanja. Biasa lah currency masa 1pound = RM7 kan mmg rasa kaya habis lah dia balik Mesia Tehehe. I remember toward nak balik dah tu, dia cakap "Kenit, aku main main je tau"

HAHAHA. main main pretend jadi minah celup. Grrrrrrr. TERIMA KASIH JEPUN, I love you still :D

Sekarang saya tengah rindu dia.

Tapi dis raya as usual, kekasih saya ini beraya di UK pulak.

Kalau student Malaysia lain, study UK, raya kt Malaysia,

tapi Jepun saya terbalik pulak. Hihi.

I cant wait for her to come back,

nak celeb bday mcm last year!

Oh! we share the same month.

September!

jepun 8 and me 18!

Ehem sapa dah tahu tu, sila inbox me untuk alamat dan bg hadiah :D

Hassan, her boyfie. Cinta antara benua betul :D

First met masa dia balik Malaysia for good. Yay!

On our 21st!

Kekasih plg cinta :)

Ayah pun kadang2 tanya, "mana jepun?"

Haha. See! Even my family panggil Jepun kot :D

Rindu wey!

Zaman so called single!

Lepak sampai 3,4 pagi.

Pegi Mamak-On-Street

Mandi Air terjun tgh maghrib

Panjat Broga padahal pg tu kau ada test

Ohh. Sorry pasal BB kau :(

Aku rindu kau gila nak mati. bila nak lepak lagi ni! Tehehehe

I don't know why.

2011-08-21T01:41:00.000+08:00

Just enjoy the show.
I want my money back.
I want my money back.
I want my money back.
Just enjoy the show.
I want my heart back, you ;)

Sekarang kekebalan saya kepada cuaca sejuk sgt tipis.
Duduk dlm kereta dh tak penah bukak aircond.
*tehehe itu mmg hobi dr dulu, I guess*

Johor sgt sejuk wey! Sumpah tak tipu.
I am counting the days until I go back to Sg Petani for raya :)
Oh my! After such a looong time tak balik beraya di Kedah, saya harap dpt beraya di rumah bakal mak mertua tahun ini.

Aunty, tehehe saya nk request kuih tart satu balang pelis :D

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good time.

2011-08-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

19 August 2011

Well I am counting the days. HAHA bukan counting bila nak raya pun. It's more-less a month to go before I am legal 22! Yippie!
Tadi tiba tiba aku pegi godek godek semua gambar dlm album.
Sebab nk cari gambar berambut original (rambut kak limah tak pulang rumah).
Suddenly TERbukak pics me and my siblings bday celebration.
Like almost a year ago.

For the first time, celebrate with beloved ones.
Maksud aku, Siblings, Jepun, Kiki and Wan.
and without beloved one. Mr Pingu.

Skrg nk buat full birthday wish utk Kauorag semua. ok bye!

formspring.me

2011-08-18T11:05:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/aidahashim

unconscious mind.

2011-08-16T17:21:00.000+08:00

Okay awal awal cerita dah keluar gamba boyfie. Bukan apa, ni buat penaik semangat nk mentulis. Walau buat pembuang semngat korg nak baca, AAK (adeakukesah?) haha. Ewww sounds so gay there.

I cut my hair and I love it.

Macam artis dah aku rasa masing2 komen dkt page rihanna lah, emma watson, and hazama pun hada. Hahaha.

Ape salahnye sekali sekala bajet artis enn! :D

To be honest, it didnt take my courage nak buat rambut raya cenggini. Actually, aku punya impian dn angan2 to have a short hair mcm dah lama dah, lepas tu bila tgk org buat rambut cenggitulah cenggini lah maka keinginan itu tidak istiqamah :D dan sebab encik boyfie prefers girls-with-long-hair, so byk kali hajat tu tanam 7 kaki dalam, 7kaki lebar. hehs.

Sampai satu hari turn out, I was so stressed, I am seriously tak bole nk bagitahu kenapa aku stress.

Nanti ade jugak yg saja nk bg aku stress buat cenggitu dkt aku. hehs :D

So sebab sekarang kerja oncall, maka hari ahad pun aku kerja, maka level stress adalah tahap maharaja tak lawak time tu.

It was 10 am kot. Macam biasa offiece mmg tade org, so then aku keluar. Mula mula igt nak pegi withdraw duit je. Tiba tiba nampak salun.

Masa tu kan bulan puasa, luar nmpk salun, dlm hati aku nampak mcm Chicken Rice Shop. KAHKAHKAH. Rinduu nk makan!

Okay sambung balik. tiba tiba aku masuk, aku nmpk amoi tu tgh main kejar kejar dgn lipas,

I was like "apekah?" tp sebab sebenarnye aku belum betul betul sedar sebab pukul 10 jam belum patot aku bangun,

aku buat andaian lipas itu binatang peliharaan dia. dan aku tanya "amoi, wa mau potong rambut boleh?"

amoi reply "sini memang buat potong rambut, shave bulu kucing je tade"

aku " bagus, maknanye kau mmg pembersih"

amoi "apa style lu mau? ini buku kasi angkat tgk " sambil menghunus kepada aku buku "HAIRSTYLES OF THE YEAR"

tapi sebenarnye aku lagi pandai, awal awal lagi aku dah simpan gambar Atikah Jafri sebagai rujukan.

Lepas tu dgn senang hati aku tunjuk "saya mahu mcm ini Rihanna"

amoi tu buat seketika terkebil2. lepas tu aku tunjuklah contoh lebih kurang mcm dlm megazine dia hunus dekat aku tadi. Tapi sedikit sedikit keyakinan aku hilang. Sebab amoi ni nmpk mcm tak penah gunting rmbut org.

Tak apa. amoi, ini lagi satu wa tunjuk gamba. Aku google gmbar rihanna sebenar. Kemudian, walau pun tak berapa yakin, aku suruh je dia shave dulu tepi rambut aku dgn yakin.

setengah jam kemudian.

Cantik. ini lah rambut raya saya!

Nasib baik, diterima baik oleh encik boyfie, adik beradik dan uncle. Nenek dan ibu bapa belum tahu lagi. Okay, raya ni memang kena beli ear plug siap siap masa nak balik kampung. confirm!

2011-08-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hati lain lain.
Rambut pun lain lain.
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Syukran

2011-08-11T09:44:00.001+08:00

Terima kasih tuhan,
Kau beri dia yang terbaik untuk aku.

Restui hubungan kami,
Berkati hubungan ini,
Panjangkan jodoh aku dgnnya,
Sungguh akhir hayat ini,
Aku mahu bersama dia.

Amin.
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2011-08-10T09:17:00.000+08:00

"To those single women out there, carilah seorang lelaki yg meletakkan ego ke tepi tetapi lebih menggunaka n kewarasan akal berfikir.. and seorang yg stp masa berasa tiada apa yg berbaloi utk digaduhkan diperbesar kan dipaksa2 kalau hanya itu boleh mengakibat kan perpisahan .. Okay?" - Asma Tuan Hassan -

Well I am glad that I have you En Boyfie, your way of 'stone'-ing now I knw it :)
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Si babi.

2011-08-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

Akhirnya si Makcik Hajjah Sitt Al-Wuzara kantoi jugak kan?
Hamek kau aku rasa sekarang ni lagi famous dari kes Khairul Fahmi kau ni.
I bet ramai yang tahu, sapa yang tatahu tu tak ape lah (walau dlm hati aku cakap LAME ) mai aku tunjuk kan sikit gambar beliau konon Hajjah tu.

credit to http://pewaris-wasiat.blogspot.com/2011/08/pendedahan-siapa-makcik-hajjah-sitt-al_07.html

Well judging on the pictures itself nampak macam cantik, sopan santun, anggun bergaya. Well got to say, dont judge a book by its cover.

Tahu pasal laman sosial yang banyak menghina islam? dan apparently, penulis ni memang agak arf ttg agama, dari aku sendiri lah.
Well, she's been using nick name of MakcikHajjahSittal-wuzara for her wordpress to insult Islam.
According to my studies through some articles, she's such a clever girl, she knows hot to secure her IP and all. Tapi Tuhan nak tunjuk lah kan? PADAN MUKA.

Here is some info regarding this free-thinker, atheist mover and anti-Islam people ni. Her actual name is NOR ARLENE TAN BT KHALID. She's 26 years old and UM graduated.

I know a bit regarding this makcik because I follow the page dekat FACEBOOK-KamiBenci... before this. Dengar bnyk attempt try to hijack dia punya details, sekarang baru reveal. yeah! syabas GaySec!

I have also done my own research ecehh padahal google je according this makcik using his dumb nick and also his real nick. so I came across few websites.

Twitter http://twitter.com/#!/ArleneTan
Personal Wordpress : http://purplepearl.wordpress.com/

Have tried for her FB, apparently, she has deactivated it or maybe deleted it. Aik? takot ke Makcik? Dengan manusia takot? Kutuk Tuhan macam nak mati tak takutt?

Kalau korang sayang Islam, marila kita mintak dkt Tuhan bg dia hidayah sikit mintak dia stop all the craps, nonsense, nasty things she writes in http://makcikhajjahsittalwuzara1001.wordpress.com

2011-08-08T03:09:00.000+08:00

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Takut.

2011-08-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

Gossip : Dahlia Teck berpegang tangan dengan jejaka popular.

haha. sape tatahu pasal cerita ni boleh google lah yeh?

Syabas lelaki popular :) Enough said.

Put your situation in any of these shoes.
Si lelaki popular, Si bekas tunang, Si DT (Dahlia Teck).

Well, pikir sendiri lah.

Haihh. Tak jadi tunang lah macam ni.
Betul lah org kata time bertunang ni darah manis kan :)

2011-08-05T14:04:00.000+08:00

Honestly provocation does work on me. You try it on me, you'll regret.
I am sick of those cold-hearted people.
I am sick of those dramas and actions that will never end.
I wish I could put an end.
Throw the chapters.
Well they are still apart of main-role in my dramas.

Haihh.

I wish I didn't hear alots of fairytale story when I was a kid.
Because hey, I live in a real world ;)

I hate talking about life actually (there's an exception when it comes to En Boyfie stories).
Always, I hope for another life. Well, cut my fingers (20 of it) if it is possible.
Ehh didnt I just tell myself I live in a real world?
But somehow, I am proud of being me.
Though I got no cool stories to be told,
though most of it are dark, nasty and jerk.
Hey,

If you were me, will you survive?
Put yourself in my shoe then. :)

Second place.

2011-08-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

Seriously, JB really fits me. I don't know what it is. It's just the feeling, I lovee being here. Though I am all alone, though he's milesssss away from me. Well, who cares? We were in a long-distance-relationship before.

And thanks GOD, we're still surviving :)

I don't have a happy family, but at least I have you, and I can ensure I will be having one in the future with youu :)

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Puasa ketiga.

2011-08-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

Location : Skudai Johor.

Sekarang macam dah dapat apa yang aku nak dari dulu.
Err I mean, masa lepas final dulu, I told my sis I wanted to go out of Selangor area for my working experience.
Orang kata, berdikari. Kononnye.

Sekarang aku sorang.
Takde sedara.
Family pun jauh.

Hahaha.

Tapi bila kerja dgn family sendiri kan,
Rumah sewa pun tak payah bayar. I loike! :D

Tinggal makan jelah sendiri2 *nangis*

Yang tak best a day before baru dpt tahu.
Wuwuwu. Punah harapan nak berbuka puasa dgn en boyfie.

Hi awok, jumpa lagi masa Raya jela :)
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Salam Ramadhan.

2011-07-31T05:14:00.000+08:00

Semoga kejahatan hilang,
Semoga amalan cemerlang,
Semoga amalan diberkati,
Semoga perkara gelap habis cuci,
Semoga Tuhan terangkan hati,
Semoga Ramadhan ini permulaan yang baru untuk hari hari seterusnya.

Ampun.

Ps: Kamu, igt 9tahun dulu? Pada Ramadhan kita bertemu :)
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Menyampah.

2011-07-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

Bila satu percent pun bayang kau dah berambus dari akal,
Kenapa mesti ada suatu yang mendatang?
Hahaha hidup ni kadang-kadang palat jugak.
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Hitam.

2011-07-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Macam tayangan iklan sebelum movie start,
Kenapa tah?
Bayang itu mengejar aku?

"Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why, without you it's hard to survive"

Hi!
Pincang semua kerana aku,
Sungguh,
Aku dh tak bisa menjauh.

Hey,
Hidup aku memang sucks!
Aku tak ada family yg perfect.
Lapanpuluhperatus hidup aku hitam,
Bukan mengeluh,
Cuma nak bgtahu,
Dia, adalah duapuluhperatus bahagia aku.
Dan duapuluhperatus yg paling membahagiakan.
Betul, hidup aku loser kalau tak ada dia.

Jangan benci kenapa aku hanya ketawa kerana dia,okay?
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Janji.

2011-07-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

Utk perasaan yang kau sagat.
Utk hati yang kau pudar.
Utk bahagia yg kau siat.
Utk amanah yg kau tetak.

Ada satu janji aku pegang untuk kau.
Maaf, kau ajar aku derita ini.
Terima derita ini hari mati nanti.
Okay?

Aku tak mintak banyak,
Sekurang kurang nya jangan lupa,
Letak aku dlm hidup kau.
Kenapa tak tikam je aku masa kecik2 dulu?
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RIP Amy!

2011-07-24T12:42:00.000+08:00

Ajal, jodoh, rezeki tu memang misteri.

Siapa kisah siapa dia?
Siapa kisah umur berapa dia?
Siapa tahu macam mana nanti?
Waktu kita mungkin dekat.

Haihh, Tuhan, aku semakin jauh dengan-Mu sekarang.

Buang jauh nafsu ini,
Padam semua kebencian,
Genggam kan aku kembali.

Demi masa, aku memang sudah kerugian.
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hari semalam

2011-07-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

Pertandingan duit syiling. Sapa kalah kena buat muka paling annoying. En boyfie saja tak buat annoying sgt bila I kata nk post dekat FB. HAHA. Paling cruel, masa I kalah, punishment dia nyanyi lagu "RasaSayang" versi bukan rasa sayang. Dan nyanyian adalah dirakam untuk tujuan kualiti dan juga latihan *tiba2*

Okay sebab en pingu tiba tiba macam buat hal lah, asyek sesat je semalam, sebab daya jadi GPS hidup diaa :D Maka dalam keadaan boring masa sesat tu, dia buat tangan usop wilcha. Haha. comel kan. comel kan! andd he was so cute sebab adalah dlm 5mins driving, he put his pointing finger dekat pipi, for quite a long time, I wondered then I asked him "knapa kamu buat jari macam tu" he replied "ehh tadi pipi gatal, tengah garu, then lupa nak alihkann" HAHAHHA. OMGGG syg! kamu sgt cutee :*

Macam biasa, he's totally a bullied. Habis mascara I bagai T________T

Sebab entri ni entri membuli en boyfie, maka semua gambar en boyfie mestilah yg paling huduh :D

I am glad that we can still talk for hours, like how we used to 6-7 years ago. Darling, pls stay :)

2011-07-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

Physically I am quit from waking up at 6.30 am, taking a cab to LRT Ampang, transit to LRT Putra, heading to KL central, entering Quill 7 building, clocking in, making calls, making sales, lunch, and go back home.

Consistently I've been doing those for the past two months, and from next Friday onwards, I quit.

Mentally,
those I will be missing;
Sunantha the craziest and funniest buddy!
Kak Anis, and her JJCM programme :D
Cindy, her soft voice and calling me like a style of intonation which is cute :)
Acacia the top seller :)
Ben that always wanted to accompany me going back home until Chan Sow Lin station :)
Yeekee, Elisha calling me "Maya Karin"
Calling Anna as ET :)
CreditSure sales cheer. Whoaa been in there for a day. Wish I was in that campaign.
and mostly those good times with Hary and Fa :)

and I will not be missing;
the current Living Income Leader,
which is soooo annoying.
which underestimates me cuz I don't wear Charles&Keith.(like WTFF)
HAHA.
Okay jadi mengumpat di hari jumaat ni pulak.
Okay GTG now.

2309 days

2011-07-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

pingu and his hello kitty :)

him : kenapa perempuan selalu asyek cerita pasal boyfriend dia eh? cube lah cerita pasal kawan ke makanan ke ape ke?

me : kamu perasan tak bila org baru beli barang ke, I will keep talking about the thing, kan?

him : iyelah, sebab kamu excited kan?

me : hihi and that shows how much excited I am to have you in my life :)

from the past 7 years :)

another story from a day before yesterday.

Pingu cakap nak datang dan dating di area ampang. Dan kerana sekarang kami lagi selesa menggunakan motor, I didn't feel any uncomfy at the first place masa dia ckp nk dtg naik moto, though masa tu most of KL area was wet sebab hujan. BUT I did tell him t go out only after the rain has stopped, because we were planning for midnight movie, and I was not in a rush anyway.

I am a person who loves to take a nap masa lepas balik kerja. SO while I was catnap-ing, tiba tiba I had some bad feeling, but I didnt knw what. Straight-away I tried to call him, he didnt pick up. I thought mebbe he was on the ride. But I texted him, "kamu mana? orang rasa risau".

Few minutes later, he called, and yes, my intuition was right. He involved in a small accident. Glad nothing happen to him neither his bike. Itu tak jadi apa apa pun aku dah nangis macam orang gila. But shits happen, dia langgar kereta org, which a Nissan, GrandLivina. Nothing much, but he broke the backlights. Melayang duit sia sia RM370 T________T

I was crying like a little girl who just lost her first barbie doll. Aku marah dia, aku marah dia sebab aku dah cakap jgn keluar selagi hujan tak berhenti. Aku marah dia, sebab aku cakap, dia memang tade talent bawak motor, so jgn bawak lagi. Aku marah dia sebab melayang duit sia sia macam tu je T________T Most of the reason, aku marah dia, sebab aku takot nak hilang dia :(

what touched me to the heart is, masa dia sibuk call his family to tell the incident, I saw his wall paper picture, it's the picture of me and him (#thingsmyboyfierarelydo)

No matter how bad, broke or down you are, I just wanna be with you. Just you.

You keep me smiling, #thingsthatmyboyfierarelydo.

2011-07-10T03:49:00.000+08:00

Thank you that you brought me to the event and you told your juniors that I am you fiancee :)

Hihi awokk might be lupa, but hey, it touched me to the heart, syg :)
And of course, I love it bila kita naik motor, sama sama, while driving, bila awak sedar tgn saya tak pegang awak, awak terus tarik tangan saya, awak pesan, "kamu jangan tido tau" then, all the way awak pegang tangan saya :)

I know, you are here. I am glad, for those years, we're still going strong :)

satu minggu.

2011-07-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

Kerana encik pingu baru balik dan kerana gaji saya baru keluar, maka dengan sukacitanya kami mendating dan makan-miakan (kata berganda) sesuka hati sampai level anak jin. T_____________T tetapi kerana walaupun saya sudah keluar gaji, tetapi encik pingu adalah like-a-real-man-should-be, maka apa lagi seperti biasa, bila bab membayar-bayar, encik pingu selalu adalah champion. tehehehhe. love you more and more and more and more. okay cukup. nanti buat membazir masa kauorang sekalian sahaja membaca.

Maka weekend yang sudah ini adalah weekend paling dimanfaatkan sekali bersama en boyfie dan keluarga. Maka sebab saya seorang yang romentik, saya pegi buat surprise birthday party dekat ayah, dengan harapan masa balik tu, ayah masih tengah meeting. tiba tiba sampai depan pintu, dah tahu dah apa saya nak buat, dengan diri sendiri, ayah nyanyi lagu happy birthday dulu untuk dia (tipu) wuwuwuwuuwuw. maka surprise saya tak berapa nk menjadi. tiba tiba ayah comel gila buat buat malu lah kan siap masa cake and everything dah ready, orang carik2 dia suruh tiup lilin rupa rupanya dia sibuk buat buat potong rumput. memang hobi yang bagus, bila malu je pegi potong rumput T____T

Maka selepas itu aktiviti wajib mendating. Awww awww ini part paling suka. Kami berkaroke, sebab dari dulu kami memang tak suka nak tengok wayang hahahah. Maka kami berkaroke bertiga dengan anis, sebab kalau berdua mesti akan ada yang jadi ketiga iaitu syaitan. maka kami memilih anis utk menjadi syaitann kami. kahkahkah. maka sungguh romentik, encik boipren nyanyi lagu pertama kami masa hangat hangat tahi ayam bercinta dulu, "She will be loved" maka saya pun menyanyi sekali dengan girang hati. Maka lepas habis nyanyian, pingu bisik bisik yang macam tak bisik sngat lah dan cakap ilebiu pada sayaa. auwww auwww.

maka balik rumah pukul empat adelah kebiasaan pada weekend, dan maka bangun balik pukul empat petang jugak adelah kebiasaan. maka ahad sudah berlalu, maka hari ahad malam isnin adelah tdur yg paling tak nyenyak sekali bila perlu jaga sekejap sekejap sebab takot oversleep sebab nak pergi kerjaaa.

Namun, maka esok hari saya sudah tidak perlu risau untuk bangun lambat sebab esok bukan hari bekerja saya namun, perlu mensiapkan mental untuk camping 6hari yang mana wajib memakai tudung. Maka saya perlu berasa sedih sebab 6hari adelah bagai 6 taun bila tak bertemu pingu kesayangan. Cheeeeewwwwwaaaaaaa.

Ok bye! Seminggu hilang untuk Camp pelajar tajaan yayasan bank rakyat. Tehehhe. Yess eberibodi, I got it, alhamdulillah :)

2011-07-02T06:38:00.000+08:00

I tell words that you don't understand because I just hate people to bother, and for most reason, I don't wanna hurt anyone that might get offended. Sarcastic is no longer in my dictionary :)

yg lemah.

2011-06-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

1) jangan tengking aku.

2) jangan sweet talk dgn aku.

3) jangan treat aku baik sangat.

4) jangan kenal aku.

5) jangan buat macam aku takde perasaan.

day five.

2011-06-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

10 wishes.

1) to turn back the time, at the age when I was 15.
2) to not let my parents divorced.
3) to not ruin my PMR's result.
4) to not leave Assunta.
5) to not involve with any heart thingy when I was only 15.
6) to stay stronger.
7) to study abroad.
8) to make more money.
9) to stop wishing.
10) to never wish anything.

nampak? hidup selalu nmpak lagi berat bila kau asyek berharap. berhenti lah.

syukur, untuk benda yang aku tak pernah nampak, Tuhan rahmati aku dengan semuanya.
Kerja sangat baik. Lebih baik kalau tak ada tiga org yang sangat annoying.
Kadang kadang, kelakar lah. bila umur tu, tak pernah mendewasakan.
Haihhh malang, sarcastic, bukan lagi bahasa aku sekarang.
Hey, orang dah gelak guling guling pun, kau susah nak nampak?
HAHA. kelakar lah kau ni!

after a hurricane, comes a rainbow.

2011-06-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

Kadang2, kebahagiaan pun boleh buat kau give up. Belajar, bila kau hampir untuk give up, jangan terus berhenti, jatuh dan mati. Jalan itu masih ada, kalau kau tahu arahnya.

Ada dua yang patah, satu yang membabi buta, dan aku sedang mencari paksi. Hidup ini memang selalu tentang try an error. Mana tahu situ jalan nya, situ arahnya.

Sekarang, semua dah selamat.

Kejut aku untuk sujud syukur.

Sebab I buat apa yang I suka, I tak penah hope anything in return. Bila I dah suka, I buat for fun. I sampai kan dekat mereka yang boleh terima, I don't care if orang tak suka, sebab apa I kisah, ini kan radical arts.

10 things I want to say to one person.

1) kenapa kau?
2) mana kita?
3) jangan bajet sangat.
4) jangan batak sangat
5) jangan langsi sangat
6) nanti kan malu sendiri.
7) agak agak lah.
8) tak payah nak annoying sangat.
9) yes I do miss you.
10) why?

randomthings : tiba tiba teringin makan burger tepi jalan! abang! ayam special satu taruk cheese, mayo lebih, sos lebih! *gulp* lapar! bye!

10 things I hate.

2011-06-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

1: liarr 2: hipokrit 3: waiting 4: stalker 5: lizard euwwwww 6: sales-are-everywhere-when-i-am-broke 7: being scolded infront of public(mummy loves to do this :( ) 8: sweet-talker 9: mat rempits yg suka sweet2 dkt perempuan 10: feeling alone.

Day #2 : 10 things I love.

2011-06-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

1) Hafiz
2) Biey
3) Bubu
4) Cayang
5) Kanda
6) Kamu
8) Awok
9) Mumuk citcit
10) Hafiz zainol

Okay, senang cerita boipren kesayangan lah kan. Nampak sgt angau T____T Awokk, lekas lah pulang. Bwk ole ole sebakul dua, pelis :) Yuyuuu :*

Dah dah yang tak berkenaan jgn nk bace lama lama kang muntah dpn laptop sniri tanggung :D

One Day.

2011-06-05T03:28:00.000+08:00

Hidup dulu barua mana ada lagi?

Aku nk gelak guling guling,

Tapi takut ada yang tak puas hati lagi.

Tehehehehe.

Hai awak, jangan nak bangga sangat lah.

Tangga tu, bila bila pun bole jatuh menghempap.

Apelah sangat awak tu, kan?

Dulu,

Aku selalu tanya,

Kalau hidup ni dah ditakdirkan,

Kenapa Tuhan bagi options untuk kita memilih.

Sekarang.

Aku paham, takdir, pilihan itu,

Mana pernah sama.

Macam jalan dan arah.

Jangan nk buta huruf sangat lah!

HAHA.

Kau paham apa aku cerita pasal?

Tak apa.

Aku rasa bahagia paling dewa.

Esok mungkin aku menangis,

Sekarang, jangan kacau aku lagi, please?

Ingat kan time belajar je ada exam. Ni time kerja pun T____T Sobs.Sobs betul. Oh sekarang suka betul tgk Wipe-out. Biasalah, bila dah bekerjaya, sampai rumah plg awal pun pukul 7.30 T___T Rindu Seth Tan ! Bwehehehehe

Happy Things.

2011-05-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

One thing I have just figured out about myself is, when I am in freaking excited moods, it's really change the world. :)

I really do.

God is being nice to me, Alhamdulillah. I should have be more than thankful. Hey, I don't really feel like to write in on here. :)

Hi new life, welcome :)

Readers, sorry, I don't really blogwalking. If you have something to tell me ( etc: followme, ur tagged) or you have wrote about me, do comment on any of my post okay :)

I've been tagged to a game by http://eydahazwan.blogspot.com/ it really does sound fun. The game is called 10 things and you have to do it within 10days, and each day you have to do a different task. Since I am not gonna tag anyone (because I've lost my blogrolls :( ) if you did come across to this post and interested, do it yourself, and put a credit to me (ehemm :D ) ..

the task is,

day one : 10 things about me
day two : 10 things I loveday three : 10 things I hateday four : 10 things I want to say to one personday five : 10 wishesday six : 10 items I can’t live withoutday seven : 10 important peopleday eight : 10 of my favourite songsday nine : 10 ways to win my heartday ten : 10 final word

Lets make it short okay ? :) Here goes 10things about me.

1) I am short and fat

2) Accounting is really not my thing, but GOD knows better :)

3) I come from a broken family and it doesn't hurt me :)

4) I really love my siblings :) I feel like giving the world to them :)

5) I hate people shouting at me.

6) I love shopping and I don't really care even it's bundle. :)

7) My obsession for shopping is bags!!!!!!! Gawd!

8) I am proud that I have super people in life, the jahs, jepun, hafiz, impi and gang, and moree.

9) To be super thin is always on my top list for the past 5 years ( I turned to be 0 5years ago) and yet, I can never achieved that T____T

10) I don't really use any facial wash. Seriously, I have one that my mom gave it to me months ago and it's still full. Screw me if she finds out T__T

Hey, guess I have done :)

2011-05-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

For those things that never turn out bad,
hey, I don't wish you to leave <3

dalam banyak banyak benda, kenapa yg busuk selalu conquer hidup?
sapa kata kena mengeluh?
despite of all those,
I am glad that there's still a shining diamond for me :)

Untuk semua awok awok yang selalu membahagiakan,
terima kasih, Tuhan :)

2011-04-20T16:24:00.003+08:00

untuk semua janji yg kau tak penah kotakan,
aku terus berharap,
dan lagi aku mntak kau berjanji.

haihhh.

kau hancurkan hatiku,
hancurkan lagi.

hi? Do you still find me?

2011-04-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

I wish you don't.

ke menunggu

2011-04-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

Berhenti berharap, makan hati dan mati.
Apa lagi pilihan yang aku ada?

Gua Batu Maloi. Kiter lap ajer.

2011-04-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

Muka serious ada lah muka plg selalu tak bole belah.

Ehemm ehemmm ini lah team yang menang tuu.

We had fun!

Ehemm ehemmm strecher paling cantik tu mstlah team yg menang punya :D

Part of the games :)

Memang tak untung bila masuk gua antara yg paling awal, maka gambar pun yg plg awal tak tercalon T___T

Eheemmm ehemm ahah inilah team yg menang tuuu (mention third times)

Ehemm ehemm masa game ni, team yg menang tu menang jugak lah number 2 :D

All the boys.

All the girls. Find me :)

advantage duduk belakang T___T

Advantage duduk belakang lagii T__T

ini kumpulan yg menang tu. mcmni lah cara nk menang :)

baru sampai :)

hidup kain buruk!

Kita lap ajerrr :)

Tehehehe

2011-04-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

Terima Kasih semuaa :)

pss: Ignoring is the way to avoid psycho bitch ;p

Pingu and his hello kitty (OMG aku perasan HK pun kau nk susah hati? T___T )

him : buat tatahu je okay kamu, biasalah tu, takde point lah tu tiba tiba nk cari slh org lain smp stalk kamu tu, don't write those shits anymore okay. :) biasa lah tu, org pandai menyalak dlm FB, suh confront directly memang tak berani, psycho mmg mcm tu, kamu pun tk pyh dah nk amek tahu dah apa dia nk reply okay?

me : yelah tp sakit hati lah en tak pasal2 je org yg kena, apetah masalah dia. As if org kontak lagi dgn bf dia kan.

him : let they talk okay, yg penting, kamu tak menyalak mcm dia jugak.

me : hmm :( tp as if dia je nk betul semua kan?

him : haha yelah kamu nk buat report polis ka nk suh dia stop?

me : boleh ke? tehehehehe buat lawak pulak.

hey, I know, you and you're friends are still reading this. I am off of your game okay!

oh okay seriously peeps, aku pun baru tahu, if ada abusing on FB, you can make a police report. It's legal under Malaysian Law. :)

funny.

2011-04-04T20:32:00.004+08:00

HAHA bila orang tak paham apa kau tulis,
tulah ada yang sampai meroyan.
HAHA pity kau.

pss: Oh kau memang suka buat status meroyan macam tu ke darling? HAHA. Aku igt kau paham bila aku cakap, dat guy isn't your BF. tak reti baca rupa rupanye. isk.isk.isk. HAHA sapa stalk sapaa sekarannggg? so sad T_____T Ohh you said, I tak patot amek port? then why did you stalking me and amek port sgt in my life at the first place, when you wrote the status? ? HAHA I guess, you got no more cool stories yeh? So sad betul your life, darling :)(: tu lah smp kena stalk I ? it's LAME darling :)(:
Ohh pesanan penaja : biar muka tak cantik, tp perangai tak psycho. Tehehe

Pls kindly remove.

2011-04-04T01:46:00.001+08:00

pss : Pls refer to my previous post ( perempuan gila )

Hey darling, I am sorry that I gotta do this because I feel humiliated when you posted such status with my a picture of my blog's printscreen.

This girl is a friend of mine's girlfriend. IDK what makes her to react such thing because I am no longer his BF's friend but bad thing is, she's still stalking me.

She went through my post on january, and then came across with this entry. She pissed off for nothing. T___T I have no idea, why wouldn't she inbox me first or whatsoever instead of terus buat mcm ni.

Even worsen, when she uploaded my blog's prinscreen to her FB profile. I feel uber humiliated. Darling, pls remove both :)

Mind you, I still have a human feel, therefore I sensor your name :)

perempuan gila

2011-03-31T21:31:00.002+08:00

Bila kau buat salah,
Memang mampus sikit pun kau takkan mengaku.
In fact, kau gali 7kaki dalam2 slh Bf kau,
Kau bukak luas luas pekung BF sniri.

Hoi, he is my history,
pelis get this shit out of me bila korg gado.
He was just a friend, and now you made it up all the stories.

Yes dis in in reply for your recently FB status.
Get real.

Jangan kacau hidup aku lagi,
sebab watak korg dah mati dalam hidup aku.

Pss:mcm kau yakin sgt the rebound guy is your bf tu apahal? HE IS NOT.

PSSS : I'm out of this league, and you, perempuan, if tak puas hati, pelis lah straight away to inbox me or whatsoever. you don't really have to print screen my blog and put it on your wall picture kot? It looks sick and psycho when it doesn't even involve your Bf neither you. Pls get it clear lah dari humiliating org tak tentu pasal, as if you have the guts nk kutuk2 dlm FB, show me your gut to confront me, okay darling? Okay kelakar, you can go through to my FB profile just nk tgk url blog, and you couldnt even text me instead straight away terus maki maki dkt dlm FB? T_______T like seriously sick people. :)(:

you're my lucky follower :)

2011-03-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

tehehe therefore you have to read these :D

some people said to stay with the one we want, it's an option.
well, I guess, you're yet my best option, darling :)(:

I've been tagged. okay it's quite awhile after main main tag dlm blog ni. Tehehe since my cousin is so semangat-ed to tag me, yeah, I am doing it. Click here to know more http://fzhjmldn.blogspot.com/2011/03/you-are-my-lucky-follower.html

:)

pingu and his hello kitty.

me : kamu, duduk sana jangan gatai gatai tauu.
him : uik mana ada gatai gatai kenapa pulak?
me : kat sana kan ramai pempuan2 hot.
him : yeke? kamu kan tetap paling cantik.
me: tipulah.
him : ye, even kamu pendek macam lembu
me : T__________T eiiiiii terima kasih

Haihh

2011-03-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

Jangan langsi nanti mati.

Buat apa?

Nak petik bintang sampai kelangit?

Padahal tanah kau pijak sekangkang kera.

Buat apa?

Konon nak hirup air 7 lautan?

Padahal perut kau tak besar mana.

Kau seronok tak sekarang?

9 yang datang tapi 100 yang pergi.

Korek lah banyak mana pun,

kumpul lah sampai bukit pun,

kau takkan pernah puas.

supernatural

2011-03-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

You :)

stalking :)

2011-03-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hey kamuu,
saya lah stalker kamu paling hebat.
Tehehe. ILOVEYOU, mumuks :D
(ehh skrg dh kurus lah. hencemmmmmm) :D

Bila budak account ajar budak engineering Economy.

2011-03-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

Me : Macam ni, basic good tu mcm baju, beras, and keperluan basic kita lah, supplementary goods tu, benda gantian kepada contohnye, kalau kamu tanak beras cap rambutan, guna beras taj mahal ke, then complementary goods tu macam kereta dengan petrol, then luxury things tu mcm bila std of living kamu tinggi, dari guna Tv mcm desktop computer tu, boleh lah guna Sony Flat LCD screen ka.

Him : Ohh mcm llecturer saya, dia kata supplementary tu mcm BF dgn GF, complementary tu mcm husband and wife.

Me : Uik kenapa pulek?

Him : Yelah, mcm bila GF ke BF ke lari, kita bole cari supplement GF baru, mcm complement goods pulak mcm husband and wife, they need each other lah.

Me : Uik, lecturer kamu ajar mcm tuuu? Habis tu, kita ni supplement ke complement?

Him : Errrrrrr kamu mestilah complement.

Me : Teheehehehe pandai pun :D

************************************

Oh I went back to kampung untuk kenduri arwah angah Lee 100days and Qhyzerr's cukur jambul. It was awesomeeee!! Jumpa sedara mara yg jauh dekat, jumpa sedara yang tak pernah kenal, yang tatahu pangkat. Thnks to Cuzie, Faezah yg sanggup tunggu aku nak sampai KTM Sg Buloh sampai sejam. Okay speaking of KTM, phewww aku mmg sayang kau KTM, kau lah benda plg mensenangkan hidup aku (sarcastic sounds). Then sampai tu adelah dalam kul 11 lebih malam dekat KS, siap ada lah plan nk pegi tgk wayang. Memang cari penyakit. HAHA halahh. mesti bangga KS dah ada cinema siot!! :P HAHAHA.

This is the adorable Qhyzerr. Okay kalau nk booking buat jadi menantu ke, abang angkat ke, anak angkat ke, bakal kekasih angkat ke, sila inbox me :D

Ohh, then Dadda brought us to Festival Belon Udara Panas. Hoyehh. Tp sedihh tk pegi pun main apa apa. Then kejut En pingu untuk join sekali, tp since sehingga pukul 12 ialah masa berhibernasi pingu, dia pun tk mengendahkan permintaan I T___T Maka, terpaksa dadda tinggalkan I seorang diri di Alamanda sebab I telah menceritakan niat I yg suci untuk berdating sambil berstudy dengan Pingu. Tehehehe. Maka, I dan Pingu setadi lah mcm konon konon I pun final sekali, tp bila dah tmpt setadi dekat dgn 7E, pingu setadilah seorang diri, dan I pegilah setadi bersama makanan. Walaupun I tak amek pengurusan makanan T___T

Lepas itu, Pingu telah menjanji untuk berjalan jalan di taman, maka, petang itu, dating kami sungguh romentik apabila, I sebenarnye ajak pegi taman untuk duduk duduk, tp pingu ajak pusing satu taman. Homaigod, adelah dalam 2km dia hajak haku jalan, pegi balek dah 4 km, Darlingggg, hilang lah lemak yg telah lama I ternak! wuwuwuwuwwu. T___T still, I love it dat way bila he seems so happy just wandering around the taman, pingu kitew janji nnt nak selalu piknik hoyehh!

Saya telah ada pentambahan dalam wish list. Pelis kamu pelisss, I want to play these two pelisss

Hot Air Baloon Festival :)

Hey, I am doin the same :)

2011-03-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

Notice my new header. Yay! I am loving it too. Credit to Eyda for this.
Tehehe I asked her to make one for me. :)
Hop in to her blog, to get into her world,
orr err maybe to ask for her help to do one for you :)
here she is;

http://eydahazwan.blogspot.com

my school, katil, gang, dorm, soul mate when I was in BRIOT.

okay! sekarang rindu kauuu! sngat :)

ps; I am doing the same, because you did it first. Jangan marah okay :)

Dadah.

2011-03-18T00:49:00.001+08:00

Hey :)
Somehow I feel like to start my own personal look-book.
Well, all I need is a camera.
Therefore I can go everywhere camwhoring as much as I loveeeeee it.

Errr Camwhoring is always in the blood kot. :D

I have tried on my first so-called vintage look.
Tehee since it's my first time, I guess, alots more need to be improved.
Actually, I don't really like the vintage-looks before,
but I can tell, it's getting more in nowadays.
Especially the-leopard-prints shirts! dress! shoes or anything.

Awwww I have already something in mind! But well, I need to fund first to get those looks! Oh and also camera! :D
Psss, I am in an intention to steal my mom's old leopard-prints-skirt. YAWWWW

Yes, this is my first vintage look ever. Well, I was unintentionally get into those shirt and skirt. I am wearing an old Giordano shirt, being coupled with the old Fotozoom skirt. LOL. I know I am fully utilizing it :) tehehe. Bad thing, 7-E provides only kameja with 7-E prints on it :(

Tehehehe. ohh I know you may spotted the bag first! Yes, it's freaking to die for!!!!! It was a friend's bag then she sold it to me. Lucky me :)

Well, I guess, I need to improve by putting some accessories like a long-necklace. Have you ever saw the Owl Pendant from forever21? Yes. I am talking about it :) Okayy! It doesnt necessary to shop those at not-so-affordable boutiques (for people like me). Thus, maybe we(if your financial position is as similar as mine) should try CottonOn, Brandsoutlet, Vincci or errr FOS? :) Spot the gelang-gelang? It's CottonOn's. RM5 only :)

I can say, it's kinda success since I am receiving some pretty comments from my friends <3 Thank you.

Errr, I have some confusion here, is vintage is all about high waist-ed skirt only? Then, will my picture below can be considered as vintage too? Teheehehe. Lameeee, I knw :D

Again, I was lack of accessories :D

Well, I am freaking in love with hers! Teheheheh wait until I have my enough fund :D

and I wish I can be as daring as her :)

the famous DianaRikasari :)

psss: I got a Dr Martens' Boots! Wait for my look with it :)

In another 5years.

2011-03-17T02:28:00.000+08:00

sumber; http://www.mygosip.com/2011/01/farish-aziz-akan-berkahwin-bulan-febuari-ini.html

they made it, after the 14 years :)(:

kamuuuu,

tehehehe igt tak dulu kamu penah ckp,

kita pun nk kawen umur 27 kan?

which means lagi 5tahun lah kan?

which means, masa tu our relationship is 13years older.

which means, kalau ada anak dah siap tingkatan satu,

which means anak kita dah masuk sekolah menengah,

which means, dia pun dah akil baligh and dah kira boleh kawen dah. Fuyyoh!

which means, kalau awak tak jadi kawen dgn kita,

I'LL KILL YOU :D

2011-03-16T09:34:00.000+08:00

" I am sorry that I went too harsh, you're such a nice girl and I should've not to treat you like that. You're wayy to perfect and I don't deserve you :'( "

Heyy, I am not perect, it's you the one who always makes me perfect :)
Stay longer, darling please :)

patah.

2011-03-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

" tak patot rasa sakit, tapi nasib tak menyebelahi aku"

patah tumbuh, hilang berganti.
memanglah.
tapi, kalau dah sayang,
meroyan jugak.
haihhhhhhh.

cukup cukup lah.

Dadda.

2011-03-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

wa : bapak, lu bila nak bagi wa kereta? wa bosan ah hidup mcm ni.
bapak : tunggu lu pakai tudung lah nak.
wa : *menangis lagu ziana zain*

berani kau cakap dgn bapak aku mcm tu, kalau teringin pelangkung Jepun 7keturunan, sila lah.
Ohh speaking of Japan, tiba tiba aku rasa takot. :(
Bukan aku belum puas hidup, bukan belum puas enjoy, tapi takot dengan amal yang seciput rambut spongebob (spongebob tak penah ade rmbut pun T___T )

Pelik lah. selalu sangat jumpa org yg aku tanak jumpa. Bila nak jumpa tak pulak jumpa.
Pheww bosan betul jumpa perkataan jumpa dlm ayat diatas, takapelah kita tuka style laen. err jumper maybe? or jumpew? auww dats nicer. *hormon gedik mmg selalu menterjah bila lepas dating dgn pingu* haishh, selalu doa tanak jumpe Fizz Fairuz ke, memang tak penah jumpeww T____T

Esok kelas, penat lah, assignments and quizes and presentations. Kan best kalau aku Siti nurhaliza sekarang. Erk. ok bai!

Senyum fake lah bila sampai bumi melaka tadi. Tapi mcm biasa lah, haku kalau nmpk camera mcm nmpk pingu kesayangan. auwwww

hihihik

2011-03-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

ilebhim.

kitew memang sukew gadoh gadoh dengan kamuuu.
sebab, kalau bukan dengan kamu,
dgn sapa lagi kitew nak gedik gedik. hihik. :p

Masa Marah.
Biar benci, biar tak kecewa, biar tak derita.
Bencilah.
Sampai tiba saat kehilangan.

kamu kan musuh paling ketat, rival paling dasyat, kawan paling baik, kekasih paling cinta :)

ilebhim.
from the past 8years and still counting :)

he now knows how to say sorry in a veryyy romantic way. I go awwwwww for that :D

Ubat

2011-03-06T04:03:00.000+08:00

I couldn't say more.
I miss them like really freaking much.
I just miss the old time,
when I could spend loads of time with them.
When I was so-called single ;)
I miss their lame jokes,
and irritating laughs.
I miss every good and bad times of ours :(

and superbly rindu, goes to another 2 amazing ppl in my life.

yes, both of them :)

Ajaib

2011-03-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

untuk setiap kecelakaan,
aku percaya 100 kebaikan.

cumaaaaa..

siapa yang tak kisah?
ditindas, dimaki,
disakiti, ditikam?

apa yang ada?

aku ingin berhenti melihat.
aku takut hakikat.
aku seram dengan kenyataan.

aku percaya aku kuat.
aku percaya benteng aku teguh.
aku percaya, waras akal belum hilang.

aku ingin datang,
memeluk kau.
segenap sisi,
sampai melemas kan,
sampai menundukkan.

biar kau kalah,
biar kau tersungkur jatuh,
biar kau dah tak leka.

itu aku bilang,
kalau aku boleh jadi sepower tu.

Tuhan, tunjukkan ajaib mu.

2011-03-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

cerita dulu derita.
benci dulu mendalam.
marah dulu membara.

mati perlahan lahan.
hilang satu satu.

terima kasih, Tuhan.
kau hantar dia.
terima kasih Tuhan,
rasa ini masih ada.

Mana kata cinta?
Mana madah pujangga?
Persetan kan semua.
Bila aku, ada engkau,
Yang lebih asyik dari cinta.
Itu engkau.

hey,
tanam kisah tujuh kaki,
tutup rapat semua cerita.
biar semua tak tahu,
biar semua baru.

terima kasih untuk segenap hati yang kau tawan. :)

ILY, pingu.

OwhEmmGee

2011-02-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

aku balik haritu.

haritu aku balik.

saya pulang haritu.

haritu saya pulang.

saja berlagak cakap banyak kali sebab satu pencapaian duduk melaka 3minggu straight tak balek. phew.

bila dah balek. memang pencapaian hidup. jumpa encik pingu kesayangan hamba, bukan tuan hamba. ok sekarang penat nk cakap. biarlah gambar pulak yg bercakap, mcm org putih kata let pictures do the talking. ehh sekarang tak bole letak gmb byk2 dlm belog. nanti ada stalker stalk satu satu gambar takot you! *perli diri sendiri* HAHA. I can now see we do stalk each other, don't we? SO what are we now darling? :)(:

okay sekarang nak mula cakap omg.

1) OMGGG! KLIUC Cultural Night was freaking awesomeee! Okay, kenapa UITM tak ada cultural night macam ni. Alahh, kalau menari nari pakai kebaya, baju kurung, yg Sabahan pakai tradisioanal attire with inner pun bole jadikannn? ;P

One of the cultures showed.

2) OMGGG haritu sebelum balik, first time derma darah. gila lahhhhhhhhhhh! Selama ni, org tunjuk luka pun aku dah macam nak pengsan tiba tiba derma darah pulek. Tak apa. Tak apa. DEmi sekeping sijil (bila derma darah dapat sijil) aku gagahkan jugak. pheww. punyalah selama ni haku konpiden aku keturunan darah B, tiba tiba nurse tu cakap aku ialah seorang O. apa lagi. rasa macam nak poco poco. Sebab dah lama aku idamkan utk berdarah O. Sebab O ialah special. Tak kisah lah. walaupun hanya dalam bentuk darah, I believe I am special :D

Okay tak sakit. tak sakit. Tak sakit dia pam tangan haku sampai kembung lepastu letak jarum besar. Whatever it's, I am so going to do this again :)(: Derma itu satu sedekah. :)

3) OMGGG! masa pegi cultural night tu memang haku pakai lah cantik cantik kann. Sebab en pingu suka diskriminasi university. phewww. Maka dengan senang hati, aku pun poyo poyo lah macam nak pegi dinner dah ni. Sekali kau! punyalah haku masuk keta je en pingu tanya, kamu nak p mana ni? saya nk ajak lepak2 je. TSK TSK. rasa nak nyanyi lagu AdiFashla. Jimbet betul. Lupa kah dia, aku ajak dinner date dekat Bora Ombak. PHEW lagi.

Buat muka tak sedih En pingu suruh tuka baju T___T

4) OMGGGG maka, kesudahan cerita itu, kami terpaksa pegi cultural night dengan kesudahan selepas itu melepak di Andalus Kajang, pingu suruh tukar baju yang err lebih sesuai mengikut majlis. Demm you pingu. diskriminasi university sekali lagi terjadi. Pheww.

Andalus, Kajang.

I did it on purpose. Saya bukan sepet. sekian

5) OMGGGGGG. Punyalah gila dan ghairah masa hari jumaat tu, dah plan nak bangun pagi2 pegi swimming, sekali bangun pun dah pukul 12. KAHKAHKAH. kau jngan tanye kenapa aku sedikit burn. Sebab haku pegi swimming pukul 1 tengahari sampai 2 okay. Bajet bajet dah putih ala ala Blair Waldorf (leeighton Meester) sampai kena sun tanned kan. Tak apa tak apa. Biar tak putih org kata, tapi feeling tu mesti ada. kahkahkah.

6) OMGGGG I got my first chocolate from Pingu. I knw he reads my blog secretly. Tehehehhehehe. Hey kamuuuuuu, try again with Pelelo Loce (cuba teka apa?) Next time. teheeee

Teheee my first :*

7) OMGGGGGGG sumpah Terminal Bus BTS gila fucking cool. I mean like damnnnnnnn cool, fucking awesomeee! OMGG OMGG dekat Pudu/ Bkt Jalil dulu kau hado tiket siap tulis nama kau bagai? Kau ada masa nak pegi platform tu macam nak boarding naek plane. Siap ticket kena scan bagai, lepastu siap ada screen yang arrival/departure tu okayy. tiba tiba sekarang rasa bersyukur dapat belajar dekat melaka. sebab stesen bus yg begitu mentarik hati dan boleh buat feeling ala2 nk boarding plane. KAHKAHKAH

Tengokkk tengokkk nama hakuu. Kau hado?

Bajet Bandar Tasik Selatan Domestic Airport :D

8) OMGGGGGGGG punyalah haku bersukaria balik hari khamis haritu sebab jumaat kelas cancel, maka dangan berbesar hati aku berjimba tak hingat punya. Sampai lupa (buat buat lupa) ada test hari ahad. Pheww. Nanti kalau dapat result teruk, dah tahulah kenapa. Padan Muka kau. sapa suruh mempenting kan Dunia (cuti,blk rumah and etc) daripada akhirat (exam). PADAN MUKAKAUUU.

9) OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. okay ni plg nice, punyalah lepas habis paper ingat nak terus pegi balik tido, tapi tiba tiba teringin karoke kat the jetty yg digembargembr(wahh kau gembar gembur) cakap murah sngat tuu. Lepastu tiba tiba nafsu terangsang pulak nk beli kasut. punyalah tawaf satu JJ dan berakhir dgn kehampaan sebab membazir itu amaln shaithon. Lepastu bali rumah, the other 3 hs mates ajak P klebang. punyalah nk feeling pantai, aku pun pakai lah skirt. Sekali tiba tiba diorg ajak Maghrib dekat surau. Phheeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Bayang kan bayangkan sekaranggg. Kan dah tak pasal2 tiba tiba kuar surau mcm baru balik Terawikh. KAHKAHKAH. tak cukup penat lagi, dlm kul 10 tu diorg ajak p Jonker Walk pulak. Dengan ini aku isytihar kan budak budak rumah haku suma pakai Energizer Bateri kot. gila tak reti penat T_________T

10) OMGGGGGG okay tadi konon konon penat nak membebel. tiba tiba jadi karangan MUET pulek. Huk aloh MUET sekarang Bahasa Melayu. Ok BYE!

MAFIAS

Pingu and his Hello Kitty.

him : kamu, saya bukan tanak bagi awak bunga, tapi saya dah tengok dah. yang satu jambang tu dlm seratus lebih. Saya kan student, lagi. tehehehe.

me : astaga, sapa kata org nk satu jambang. bagi sekuntum pun takpelah, takpun 3 ke, 8 ke.

him : lahhh kenapa kamu tak cakap awal awal.

me : asdasdnewuhdnsd

(sabar jelah. nasib boipren ;D

hari pertama.

hari kedua. haku tahu. haku tahuu. Memang geok. Sekian :)

he sent me home at 3am.

mummy : hafiz, masuklah. sorry auntie dh tido tadi.

him : sokay auntie, dah lewat ni, saya nk balik dah. sorry kacau.

mummy : ehh awak dah kurus lah. wahh baguslah mcm ni.

me : ehemm ibu dah tak bole ckp dia gemok, dah hensem dah sekarangg.

him : *blushing*

okay itu comel. after he went back.

mummy : hafiz dah kurus awak pulak naik badan.

me : dia bukan kurus, dia transfer lemak dkt kitew*cakap dlm hati*

T____________________________T

yay-ness.

2011-02-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

esok balek.
esok jumpa pingu.
esok pegi dating2.
esok pegi merempit naik moto.
esok pegi makan makan.
esok balek.
esok jumpa family.
esok tido kat katil sniri.
esok nk 'pau' encik pingu kasut.
esok nk mencuba pegi shopping.
esok kita tengok lah dulu mcmana.
sebab esok kul 7 pagi ada test.
Sebab ahad pulek ade test.

fuyyyo. Nice betul.
memang yayness!

ehh jumpa pingu! yay!
dah kumpul rindu 3minggu.
esok nk tampar pipi pingu kuat kuat.
hehe. err itu cara kitorg bermanja paling romantik.
kau hado? tehehehe :D

22 tahun.

2011-02-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

I am not yet officially 22.
Belum lagi.
Aku masih muda jelita si Forever21.HAHA
But well,
masa nyanyi lagu HB utk AinnorRahmah tadi,
made me thinking.

GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDD dah 22 tahun kot!
Where at this age my first sister got married if I'm not mistaken.

22 tahun okay!
dah boleh kawen, kerja mentimang anak dan err cucu (in another 30years time)
gila lah.

sekarang nak berangan,
macamana kalau en pingu tiba tiba ajak kawen.
tiba tiba rasa,
GAWD I AM STILL NOT READY FOR ALL THOSE.

sekarang terpikir macamana,
my childhood friend, Nadhirah dah kawen.
Macamana kawan sekolah menengah, Fatin Ameera,
berbahagia disamping suami tersayang.

Tiba tiba teringat lagi,
masa sekolah sekolah dulu,
awal awal kenal cinta,
siap ajak En bf kawen lari sebab nk kawen muda
(in case parents tak bagi kawen lg time tu)
obviously memang harapan yg sedih lah kan.
baru 17 tahun kot dah terpikir nak kahwen.

org kata darah muda.
sekarang dah 22tahun,
tiba tiba terasa,
Tuhan, aku belum ready lagi.

En pingu,
awak kata nk kawen dgn kitew umur kitew 27 kan :)
Janji taw.
Sempat lah kitew kumpul duit beli rumah, beli kereta, beli baju anak anak (uik?)

ok bye :D

I wish words aren't power.

2011-02-21T01:59:00.002+08:00

I wish they couldn't hurt.
I wish they couldn't change anything.
I wish they couldn't give hopes.

I wish feelings are stronger.